We had gotten aboard a roller coaster, and it was a race for
our lives, on a one-way track.
In New York City during the heady, tumultuous years of the 1960s, a young couple meet. Together they embark on a dark erotic journey into forbidden sexuality - travelling on an incandescent road to nowhere in their tragic fall from grace.
Scorching and poignant, and banned upon its first publication in England, Evil Companions is a masterpiece of contemporary erotica.
'Evil Companions is a meticulous miracle of language and observation . . . A dark jewel on the erotic landscape.' Samuel R. Delany
In New York City during the heady, tumultuous years of the 1960s, a young couple meet. Together they embark on a dark erotic journey into forbidden sexuality - travelling on an incandescent road to nowhere in their tragic fall from grace.
Scorching and poignant, and banned upon its first publication in England, Evil Companions is a masterpiece of contemporary erotica.
'Evil Companions is a meticulous miracle of language and observation . . . A dark jewel on the erotic landscape.' Samuel R. Delany
******** EXCERPT ********
Some of what happened to us, what we did to each other,
might have been prevented. But we had gotten aboard
a roller coaster, and
it was a race for our lives, on a one-way track.
Circumstances, the mood of the time, made our
explorations seem
natural, forecast in all our stars. Most
of them I haven’t seen in years, and wouldn’t care to—except for Anne, that is.
I’ve waited for her to come back, to finish the
story. Maybe she won’t because it doesn’t have an end, or because neither of us wants it to
end.
Our life together was a story we told each other at night,
and we were always careful to consider the
obligations of plot and character. Anne, especially, watched the dialogue and
considered speech patterns, having decided that the nuances of
conversation and
sound often tell the listener more than a character would ordinarily want to tell. I had the same feeling about faces.
We did more
than tell each other stories at night, though; we lived our whole lives then, like—vampires. History is made at night,
said Frank Borzage.
We met during rehearsals of a play I was doing in a
café theatre on the East Side. She sat at a table on the side sipping
coffee through a straw, and she looked ready to scream. She was
with friends, some people I knew slightly and
hated. It was obvious she
was with them, but not of them. They ignored each other. The play was dingy and amateurish, and I became quite loud in
my objections to it; I had the lead, but I had
taken it in desperation, looking for anything to rouse me from my lethargy. The
actress I was
working with missed her cue for the third time and I exploded, cursing her, the director, and the script, which I
felt no affinity with.
Something hit me in the middle of the back—the girl at the
table had thrown her coffee at me. I stood frozen,
feeling the hot liquid run
down my back.
“You fucking faggot son-of-a-bitch! You actor!
If you weren’t so goddamned illiterate, you could handle that script!” Everyone
just looked at her. As quickly as she had flared
up, she calmed down, and
sank back into her seat. She looked so embarrassed she might have sunk into the floor.
I didn’t say anything; I went to the men’s room and
cleaned myself
off as well as I could. Then I sat on the toilet and smoked a cigarette. When I got up, I went straight to her table. She
got up to join
me without a word.
“Come on, let’s take a walk,” I said. It was already dark
outside. I
hadn’t realized I had been working so long. She had a
peculiar gait,
like a sailor’s; we walked along. “Did
I hurt you?” she asked me. “Let me see.” She pushed me in a doorway and slipped her hand around so she could feel
my back. Her hand slipped up under my coat and
over my buttocks with
a man’s urgent touch. “You’re still wet. Come home with me and you can get dried off.” It was practically a command.
She took my hand as if it were already a part of
her, ready to pull me
along if I
hesitated.
The building she lived in was one part tenement and two
parts gingerbread house. I went galumphing up the
stairs behind her, noticing the runs in her stockings. She wore stocking with
seams down the back, those clay-colored things my
mother used to wear.
Her apartment had its own particular smell, an
aromatic combination I have never been able to forget: a hideous
incense called Dhoop, marijuana, and an exciting odor of pure, raw
sex,
mixed with the smell of her cats. She had five of them; the
leader was
an old gray tom she called Wino, who was missing one eye and any sense of decorum. I learned that it wasn’t unusual
for him to
leap on guests with his claws out, or to urinate in the middle
of the floor and stand there proudly, daring you
to rebuke him. I wanted to call him Jean Genet.
She still had my hand. She pulled me in the bedroom, but it
was occupied by a young Puerto Rican who was
rolling his eyes at the ceiling. As soon as he saw us, he rolled off and staggered
out into the other room.
“Sit down and take off your pants.” I sat on the bed
and watched her move around. She seemed
unconscious of my presence as she took off her clothes. When she was naked in
the
red light she sat down beside me and, without a word,
unbuckled my
belt and pulled my trousers off.
“Don’t be uptight. You’re an actor, aren’t you? Here’s
a situation you can play your heart out
in.”
“Meaning
you?”
“Oh man, don’t be muley! You act like a thickhead. It’s hot
inhere, take off those damn clothes. I don’t
trust anybody in clothes.” I did what she asked. My scrotum was tight
and
wrinkled, and I felt like washing my feet. I noticed that
hers were black. Her breasts were small and sharp, the nipples
blood red.
She noticed me looking
at them.
“Touch. Go on. Then maybe you’ll feel better,” she
said dispassionately. I dragged my underwear over
my crotch and sat back,
away from her. “What’s the matter? Is my hostility
showing?” she
asked.
“Turn it off,” I
said.
“Turn what
off?”
“Whatever the fuck
this game is. What’s your name, anyway?”
“Anne,
sometimes.”
“Well, Anne, what’s the game? I thought you hated me. It was
a bad script.”
“If you thought that, you wouldn’t have come
home with me. You’re out in the cold. I could tell
that when I first saw you.”
*****
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